Thursday, December 20, 2012

determination

I am determined to figure out how people have thoughts swirling about all day and somehow get them out in words on a blog or on paper.  I have tried this several times and have never lasted more than a couple of days.  But life is racing by and I don't want to continue to lose track of the important things.
2013 is looming in my face and  I will be 50.  I must find a way to organize the clutter in my mind and relocate the balance I used to have in my life. 
Yesterday I was notified that my grandmothers estate has been settled.  To me, this means I will never see the things I grew up with and she is reduced to a memory.  I want to find a place in my mind for more memories.